Tuesday, February 20, 2007

I Felt Terrible....

... when I was sick. But I could wear such cute clothes!

Indeed, I am well aware of the fucked-uppedness of that.

"What kept me sane throughout the diet, and stopped me from tipping over the edge and wanting to keep the new skinny self I'd worked so hard to achieve, was the realisation that my life was no better, or more successful, or colourful, when I was thin than before."

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Deborah said...

I know the feeling. Last year my gut basically shut down, and I lost 50+ pounds. Even the BMI thought I was underweight for a bit there.

For much of it, there was a part of me that was like that.

(I've since gone back up to a much saner weight.)